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I'm 32 years old. This is the path that led me to where I am. I share this with you not to feel bad. I would do it all over again. I'm just a little late figuring out who I am an what makes me smile. I was married once for 10 years. I married a man 11 years my senior an 5 children. I quite college to raise his children an the children we shared. I spent 9 of 10 years of marriage without emotion only the hope of having a family that was taken care of. I happily placed my needs aside. I do not feel anyone should do that no matter how good the reason. After waking one morning with the courage to face my fears I have never felt so alive I feel as though my life has been handed back to me an I have a chance for happiness. There are so many things I've never done or seen or smelled, touched, tasted before.